Everyday I wake up with this guilt. Not because I did it but because I failed to care.... to listen to my inner mind the guilt the hurt the pains!
Continued the subbing young beautiful woman, chichi is a pretty lady in her 20's, she could pass for the most beautiful girl in Nigeria but beneath the cute young lady heart lies a burden only she and God can unearth.
As I watch her speak I cried deep in me but I always have to hide emotions while at work, chichi explains with the kind of honesty I can only in a good peeacher the burden of guilt she have to live with.
She speaks " while growing up was so cruel because parental upbringing was tough and life turned out to be that of the proverbial SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST, mum was dead , dad was alive but just alive if you know what I mean"
The reporter cuts in : Can we get to the point where you said you killed him?
Chichi: I was born into a family of 5 being the last hild. Emeka was my elder brother. I loved him like a brother, he was like a father to me.
Reporter: How then was he like a father? Your dad was alive !
Chichi: He ensured I lacked nothing , more caring than my father was , so I decided to assume he was my father. Until he died in the cold hands of dead I could have stopped.
Reporter: How?
Chichi: See my family was poor, my dad was uncaring as he wasn't fulfilling his parental responsibilities. So we grew up looking out for ourselves.
Reporter: so what did you do that makes you feel you killed your elder?
To be continued ... watch this space
